I've been gone for awhile cause of some pretty crappy acts of fate. My last living grandmother has cancer & her healthy these last few months has been a roller coaster, shw is looking up but the doc givws her 1-2 years at most. My depression has been getting worse, and yesterday before my final I found out that the guy I've been kissing for the last few months & am in love with just got a girlfriend. We weren't a couple, just a maybe & I probably have no right to be upset, but it still made me sad. Even more so when he said his reason for not asking me out and trying. He was afraid I wouldn't make time for him, and he never talked to me about it.